Day 46 Smile

A smile that doesn't seem to fade.

Excitement when I hear your name. 

I long for you, I desire you. I count the hours until we meet again. Fantasies of us together roll through my brain. Why does my chest feel so light? Why do flowers bloom when I'm with you? Do I want to protect you? Or have you all to myself it's getting hard to tell. But this feeling, it's familiar, like a spark that runs down my veins. My head buzzes when you cross my mind. Spending hours together, basking in one another's presence. It's been a while, but I've felt this before. This is a girl I connect with, a girl I can love. One of the few, a kindred spirit. This feeling is a sign that we could be together, I've felt it only twice before. And each time I've fallen In love.

Although it always ended in tragedy.