Ozzy day 45 Get it together

Time passes on. Yet I remain the same. I want to change, but I'm unwilling to put in the effort. I always leave things for later. It seems impossible to do them when I want to. Why can't I? Why must I push everything back? Why must I indulge myself in brain numbing euphoria before I can focus. I'm undisciplined, like a wild animal. I need structure, I need focus. I need to get my act together.